Lately.

Hey everyone! I've been super busy lately.
My life consists of waking up at like 6:45 to feed Cole, going back to sleep for maybe 2 more hours and then getting up for the day. Then usually getting ready for work, working until about 9 and then coming home and trying to wind down and go to bed. Ugh. Doesn't sound TOO bad, but its actually really tiring ha.
Well I have greeeeeeat news. ANDREW & I GOT AN APARTMENT. Obviously I won't post everything about the apartment because thats dangerous, but I'm happy with it. I'm not happy about the bills that come along with it. We have an electric and gas bill. I'm not sure exactly how much that will be a month, I wish I did. :/ But maybe any one of my readers can give me advice on how to save on gas and electricity every month!
Otherwise, we are not totally prepared for this apt. We don't have much furniture. We have options for our bedroom and obviously Cole has all of his stuff...except a dresser :/ but we're working on that..
we need a couch atleast. perferably a nice fouton that can be a lounger/bed or a couch with a hide-a-bed. For visitors, you know. We have a TV because my mom is gracious enough to give us the one she has in our living room. Otherwise, we need a LOT of stuff. Ugh. I'm SO nervous! It's rediculous. Hopefully Andrew gets a good paying job in Lincoln, we will see...
Anyway, how has everyone been? Did any of you see the new 16 & Pregnant episode last night? I saw a bit of it, but Cole was being fussy so I was trying to wind him down most of the episode, ha.
Alright, well I'm not sure I have anything else to update on, SO, I will try to update later and more often, but I don't know how that will happen when I get to my apt since there will be nooo internet. :/ talk to you all later!
*byeee.

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I've been trying to keep everyone up to date, but it's so hard with a baby AND working everyday. I'm so busy, I don't have time for myself or even friends. Then when I do have a day off, I don't even have anyone to text or call to hang out with, ha. :(
Anyway, I've been thinking a LOT about my "old life". Ms Pary Girl, always out and about and care-free and how OPPOSITE I am now. I'm not unhappy about it, but I guess I just feel that if I go out and party or something, I'm betraying Cole because he doesn't deserve it. I don't know. Is that stupid?
Oh well, I'm happy being a mom, HIS mom, because he is the BEST thing that's ever happened to me! :) He makes me happy because I know I can make him happy. It's amazing. He's growing up so fast though. I'm excited and not at the same time. I want him to be wittle forever! But then I want him to be able to experience life like I have and continue to do! :)
Welllllllllllll, anyway, I can't wait to move out. I'm sooo sick of living with so many people in one house. I'm sick of my "family" downstairs always throwing Andrew, my sister, & I under the bus. They always say that they clean the whole house, they buy the groceries and blah blah blah, when really Andrew and I clean most of the upstairs bc hello, that's where we live. Ugh, I'm just so sick of it. They took over our house a YEAR ago. like MOVE OUT ALREADY. I can't help but be a bitch because you'd think they would be on their feet by now. It's been a year. Sorry about the rant. I just can't help it. Like right now, I'm freakin' huuuungry and I would like to go cook something or use the oven or something but guess what? I can't because they are all making food taking over the whole kitchen. GRRRR. I'm so sick of it. :( Anyway, my rant is over ha.
Have a great day everyone!