Mad at myself..but I need to keep my head up.

Last night & today have been sad.. :(
I've just been thinking about everything & my hormones aren't helping at all. I'm really upset that I'm pregnant right now. Like I'm happy that through this mess, God is blessing me, but I'm upset that I could've prevented this and I was too "lazy" or too "in the moment" to take the necessary precautions. :'(
it's sad...i don't know what to think. I'm only 18..
I feel stupid..

I think I should go think..
Bye