Saturday, June 18, 2011


I don't know if you all have ever seen that show, but I imagine you have. If not, it's a show about an addict and their family/friends. The family and friends set up an intervention for them.

I know this is so, I don't know, stupid I guess, but that show scares me to death of what could be with Cole.
There is some history of drug use and addiction in both mine and Andrew's family. It scares me that there is a possibility of him even ever trying a drug and then possibly getting addicted. I know this is so far fetched and may never happen but it just makes me not want him to grow up.
If he never grows up, he'll always be innocent, he'll always be my little baby boy. My perfect boy.
Ugh, I don't know why I had to think about that. But I guess I feel like it is a big possibility. I'm just scared.


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